i feel, like running away, to somewhere far far far away. i want to get away, from everybody and everything, i just want to be by myself. i'll be a pathetic loner, i dont care. i just want to be my myself, where no one can see me. i'm sick of everything that falls apart one by one. i thought i was strong, but who was i trying to fool huh.
today, was the first time in my entire life, i felt the temptation to cut myself, when once upon a time, i thought cutting was a foolish and rediculous act. come on damnit, get yourself together. i was stronger than this, much much stronger. maybe being happy isnt such a good thing anymore. nadiah, you suck damnit.
(6:20 AM)